MAA

Wat is mother's Love - " Mother's love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible"

But is it just this, its not, its something more than this. I think mothers are even more than GOD. Its said that god gives us birth but its Mom who bears the whole pain, provides you with flesh, bones, blood, food and breath for whole 9 months and while having death experiencing pain gives you birth. The apical cord is cut but there is still something which binds you to your Mom through which she can feel your pain even years after and when the moment comes then you realize how does it works, or this system actually exist.

I had such an experience a few days before. I was not well, had some fever, cough and cold and i went back to my hometown. I was recovering when some backache started. I told that to my doctor and he gave me some medicine for the pain. those medicine reacted inside my body, and due ti that reaction my body swelled with an expansion of pain to the whole body. The medicine was changed. I didn't know what to do as the swelling and the pain remain same for the days. Days were even fine but due to extreme pain my nights became sleepless.

At that time, one day (or you can say on one night) when i went to bed in the night, the pain increased, i turned my head opposite to my Mom as tears rolled out of my eyes out of pain, don't how she came to know, patted me and asked, i turned to her, hugged her tight and sheared my tears, she knew but i told her i was suffering......of pain, a few minutes later i saw tears in her eyes too, she was crying because i was suffering, she was because she can't see me in pain, she was crying coz she couldn't do anything to take me out out of it..... she was crying because I was CRYING.

Our Apical cord was cut years ago but still she can feel my pain, do you know why, its because of that link that binds us together.........

This is what a Mom is, only she can understand your sufferings, only she can understand your pain, only she can see through eyes........

I love you Mom...Love you for no other reason just because i m your child... i am bounded to you

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WHY CANT I

We as a human feel a lot about every tit and bit happening around daily, but still we can’t express, we can’t arrange our deep emotions into word or expression. Is it because we with ages grow big enough to burry our emotions inside.

Sometimes I wonder if I m really growing up or just pretending to be, if I m not then why cant I tell my ma how much I love her, how much I miss her, how much I miss sleeping on her lap, our small talks, family gossips and all.

Why cant I tell my dad, I love him too, I love the care and attention he always gave me, I miss being under his protection where I don’t need to worry about anything.

Why cant I tell my bro how much I miss being with him, how much I miss those pillow fights, birthday surprises, why cant I give him a big bear hug and say “hey don’t worry bro I m there”

Why cant I tell my di jiju how much importance they hold in my life, how much I respect them, how I feel that lack of a real elder brother doesn’t exist in my life any longer,

Why cant I hold on my two little kids, why cant I run along with them and laugh heartily.

Why cant I tell my friends you people are my life, why cant I tell them I miss hanging out with them and having fun, how much I miss their hand on my shoulder whenever things turn wrong, WHY, just because now I m a grown up.

If this is calling being grown up I would choose to be kid forever, as I want to express I want to cry, want to laugh my heart out and feel every emotion to its extreme BUT I have learnt one has change with time to even if he/she doesn’t want to, its nature’s rule and being a part of it I m trapped into the same……………..